really speaks huh?

 okey, so nakita ko lang to sa tumblr page ni BECS and i thought that i ought to rip this up and repost this here :D wala lang. naka-relate ang lola nyo. Eh kasi naman, i`m starting to fall for my guy bestfriend. hayyyyyy. ewan. ayokoooooo! but i think naman he feels the same way. Even before i started to have this weird feelings towards him. i THINK lang naman ha? assuming din naman ako minsan. haha. Dunno really. He's sending mixed signals.

I'm just effin scared that i might get too attached to him kasi he's gonna leave, eventually. He's planning to go to Korea daw para magtrabaho. May passport na nga siya..huhu. Just thinking bout it right now makes me feel soo sick. Mawawalan na ako ng bestfriend. huhuhu. ayyyy, ewan talaga. just don`t wanna think about this right now.i`m just really scared.

pahinging signal.

pucha. di ako makapag-facebook ng matino. ang hina naman kasi ng connection sa internet dito sa`min. tsk! nakakainissss. grrrrrrrr. kumusta na kaya yung pet kong si memoi..huhu. sigurado akong nilalangaw na naman `yun. kasi naman eh.

wala rin akong masyadong ginagawa at sa totoo lang BAGOT BAGOT NA PO AKO! hindi na `ko makapaghintay na pasukan na ulit. hehe. andami ko ng gustong gawin. lalala. uo, balak ko ng mag-aral talaga ng mabuti. as in yung tipong nagte-take down ng notes, hindi nagbo-boyfriend at kontento na sa pa-crush-crush lang, uuwi ng maaga at gagawin lahat ng assignments bago mag facebook, at higit sa lahat makinig sa mga klase at saka lang magti-text pag tapos nah! hahaha. seryosong edukasyon muna mga pards.

pru di nga..ang hina talaga ng connection..huhu.

adik na talaga ako sa world wide web. ewan ko ba. gusto ko na nga magkaroon ng sarili kong laptop (ambisyosa!). Balang-araw, haha! Yan talaga una kong bibilhin pag nakapag-trabaho na `ko. O di kaya eh pag may naloko na akong foreigner sa internet. hahaha! :P naman! (may ganun?!).

siyanga pala. tumataba na ako dito. waaaaa. eh kasi naman po ang nanay ko eh walang limit pagdating sa pagkain. Basta pagdating diyan, eh nako..talagang hindi kami pinagdadamutan. hehe. napagkakamalan na tuloy akong buntis :( yung tiyan ko lang kasi lumalaki. haayyyy. ewan.

bored to death na talaga ako dito. yung bestfriend ko naman na nasa cdeo, bigla na lagn nawawala pag nagtitext kami. nakakairita minsan. kaya ako naman itong si gaga. emote ng emote kasi nga walang nagtitext. huhu. umiyak pa ako. naks! EMOOOO!

hayyyyy...konting tiis na lang. makakabalik din ako sa sibilisasyon.waaaah! :D

..harvesting time..buti na lang nag load ang farmville. weeee..sinuswerte pa rin naman ang lola nyo.

home sweet home.

weeeeeee! be going back to my hometown, GINGOOG city :D.FYI, it's a three-hour drive from where i`m studying which is at Xavier University-Ateneo de Cagayan here in Cagayan de Oro City. i really miss my dear hometown and of course my friends there, who btw, i've been dying to see after like six months. yeah, i don't visit there often. magastos din kasi `cause of the fare. but now, i`ll be spending my sem break there so i`m really excited cause it's been like forever since i last visited them. i just wonder if they miss me too...hmm.

i really love my hometown. kahit pa nga yung iba kong kaibigan dito sa CDO eh, minamaliit yung probinsya namin. doon kasi, simple lang ang buhay. walang masyadong ka-ek-ekan. di mo kailangang mag effort masyado pag gusto mong lumabas. kahit naka-shorts, plain shirt, at tsinelas ka lang..solb na! maganda ka pa rin sa paningin ng iba..haha! :D marami rin kasing magandang tambayan dun. if gusto mong mag unwind..may pier na ginawa nang tourist spot. sarap tumambai dun. nakaharap kasi sa dagat..xiempre, pier nga di ba?! tsk. fresh air talaga malalanghap mo. at kung inatake ka naman ng vanity, may tourist spot din dun na pwede kang magpicture2x. may pics nga ko eh. yaan nyo, post ko next time.

hayyy..hope magiging happy ako sa pag-uwi ko doon. basta, gusto ko lang makapag relax pagdating ko doon. cge. mag iimpake pa ko..haha! :D

sooo glad.

finals are over..FINALLY! so it's time to par-tey! no, just kidding.i'm not really the party gurl type. as a matter of fact, been really looking forward to spending  the entire sem break with myself..alone. yeah, i`ll be alone people! well, not exactly alone coz of course i`ll be with my family, duh?!. what i'm saying is that i want to spend this sem break without going out :D actually, my horoscope in facebook says that i should spend some time alone to reflect..be in touch with my inner self..blah, blah, blah. well, don't get me wrong here dear earthlings. it's not like i'm doing this because of the horoscope thing. i've been thinking of being alone too. i feel like i really need it. especially after what i've gone thru this sem. i really need to reflect on what i have learned..

..and also i'm looking forward to watching a dvd of Gossip Girl season 2 and of course, gonna be reading books. yeah people, your girl here also reads..occasionally. O_o

..so i`ll scoot for now. sorry if yours truly is not really updating her blog here for a while now..just really very busy..with FACEBOOK! haha..yeah, adik na ko. so tata for now.

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just got my hair relaxed today [: i really looovee it. and it only cost me 100 php. isn't that cool? so ok. not exactly rich huh? well, who cares?! mahirap na ang buhay ngayon buti nga maganda pa din yung result..at saka kuripot talaga ako so what d heck, screw me.

so i've been a busy bug lately. school works piling up. And we are to have this presentation, it's actually a role play, and we are going to do "Little Mermaid". And i get to be Ariel..arrrgh. they chose me to play the part because they think i have the singing voice of the mermaid. so yeah, i'm gonna be singing "Part of your world" in front of the class and i have to memorize several lines from the movie..grrr. but i enjoy playing the role, really. haha! it's sooo cool to play the bida in the play. it makes me feel so important, for the presentation anyway.

remember the banghay aralin i've told you about? no? so yeah. it's almost done [after many days of major procrastination]. And there's also an additional to-do..[drumrolls puu-lease..] 5 reaction papers for Rizal..haha! talk about excessive work to do. tsk. oh well, i'm sure there will be major attacks of procrastination along the way but ahh.. i hope i can finish all my schoolworks on time. Finals is fast approaching and i've gotta lot of catching up to do. gotta STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

it's been such a long time since i've been into the mall and a couple of days ago i was able to go there and i was just amazed by the display of Christmas trees there. it gave me that giddy feeling. i felt so excited that Christmas is almost here. i am always amazed looking at all those bright lights shining on the Xmas trees. really, it makes me feel soo soo excited. i can imagine all those people busy buying gifts and other stuff for Christmas. i just love watching those kind of scenarios at the mall. but what i really love seeing are the Christmas trees, really. I don't know what's with those trees that just captures my attention and much more..my heart. i just love to stare at them and just through them i can feel that christmas is really here. i guess they make me feel like a kid again. and really it's the nicest feeling i could have in the world. that's one part that i really like about christmas. soo, how bout you guys? feeling Christmas yet? hehe.