8.12.09

p.s i'm still not over you.

i just sent him a message on facebook to tell him everything i thought i should say. i thought about it last night as i listen to song TONGUE TIED over and over and over again. i figured that since i'm cutting off the bridge i should might as well not left it hanging. i just hope i won't regret sending him a message. I just don't want things in me to be left unsaid. he oughtta know how i feel. maybe some of you may think that i sent it just because i'm still hoping that maybe he'd realize what he was losing and that it will make him come to me. well, NO. i guess that "letter" was just my way of saying goodbye. just a way of forgiving myself for not being loved by the one person i care about the most. that message was my way of putting it all behind me..

..and hopefully i'd be able to move on now.

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