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Alonzo enzo Hernandez: babbyy co ?
yummieyam1116: angol..
yummieyam1116: naai fb dre jud mag chat
yummieyam1116: tsk
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hehe . para maiba . hmp . nag poker co did2 na . hmp .nana ca num naq .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: private man gd ta diwi babby co .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp
yummieyam1116: grrrrr. ngilngiga jud kau anang baby bai. tsk.
yummieyam1116: pag poker sa ja ui
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp. d dei ca nahan magtabi ta .
yummieyam1116: aws. oki ra jpun gud. gna sweet talk man gud co nmu. tsk
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: why an lugar ?
yummieyam1116: hehe. never mind. wa pakoi no. nmu ui
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: 09278172189.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: mingaw co nimo nahh .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: im not taking this for granted hap .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: bcn kaingon ca nagsakay2 raq .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hm
yummieyam1116: ahaha. muingon njud nta cog pasakai. tsk
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp ! cge daw . itry daw pag ingon now . and ull never hear from me no more . ill be out of your life na for good .
yummieyam1116: ahahahaa. sori na gud. i`m just use to guys saying that all the time. hmp. but half the time they don't actually mean it. but if u mean wat u just said. then good.
yummieyam1116:
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: w/c half do you think nani belong co dei?
yummieyam1116: well, don't know really. naa rman na nmu. ahaha. kung asa ang tinuod kaw na ang kblo
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: sarcastic oie
yummieyam1116: ahaha. dle xaD ui. i`m just keeping my guards up ok? kai if motoo co drtso tpus dle d.i tnuod di aco ra jpun masakitan. lol. mao pai gkan lng jud co nasakitan . kapoi na bia. hehe.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: f*** bsad atong mga past na nagpasakit sa imo oie . damai co .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: damn !
yummieyam1116: ahaha. chillax.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: ako nga nag tarong ag kadamay .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: huhuhuh
yummieyam1116: pak! ahaha. tarong kha? pagtsur ui. grabe bxad.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: nagbinuang ba dei co ?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aha dei ca karn?
yummieyam1116: grrrr. ahaha. awps. naq sa skul.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aw. xuhs noh? way siguro daghan naka way ja paralimtan co .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hahai
yummieyam1116: college nako ui. gi-atch lang
yummieyam1116: ahahaha
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aw. samot.
yummieyam1116: lols. gna sweet talk jud co oh? tsk. ahaha. wa koi panahon ui. glesod nmn gne cog skwela dugang2 pnang gugma. fuck lang. ahaha. aiha naq ana pag worth it na ang guy n muabot xAq. tsarmos. ahahaha
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: unsai f*** lang?
yummieyam1116: aws. ahahaha. expression rna xa ha? i didnt mean to say nga fuck rai aco.
yummieyam1116: lols. tsk
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hahaha . klaroha.aw.
yummieyam1116: wat i mean is fuck lng kung mag atiman pco anang gugma
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp. nagpromise njd co babby.
yummieyam1116: ahaha. pls stop calling me baby. its creeping me out. tsk.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: ok . basta gpromise na naq saq self.
yummieyam1116: u promised wat?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: i promised na kng makita lang tka jd anytime . mas tsada na ato start and maybe im really gonna put a ring to it na jd .
yummieyam1116: waaaaaa. you really know the ways to make a gurl fall. tsk. no sweet-talking pls.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: it hurts me ana imo pag too naq . pero k ra . aq sala before . deserve naq mag suffer karn para sa imo . para makuha naq imo trust balik .
yummieyam1116: ahaha. it's your move. mabal-an rmana
yummieyam1116: change topic. may i ask u something?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: go!
yummieyam1116: dba nag-uyab mu ni choco? wat hapened? just wanna ask. hehe. hope u dont mind me asking
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hehe . we parted ways . gpugos naq gtry, murag dili jd para kami. garepel jd .
yummieyam1116: awsss. oh well, ana man jud na.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp . why kaila nimo aq mga ex ? gwen and choco?
yummieyam1116: ahaha. angshaleng. dle naco kaila c gwen. naila rna naq xa katong pag-ela nato. c choco, ahead iyang batch sa amoa ug 1 yr. that's why kaila co. but dle mi friends jud. kaila lang mi sa face ana. ahaha.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: batch sa?
yummieyam1116: balo naka sa gingoog. small place ra
yummieyam1116: sa ckc gud.
yummieyam1116: 2nd yr cla 1st yr mi.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aw . ckc dei ca hs ?
yummieyam1116: yeps. 1st-3rd year
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aw . ok . ig.unsa ganin ni bodik ?
yummieyam1116: kami ni bodik?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: ig unsa nimo?
yummieyam1116: silingan. ahhmm. kababata man guro term ana. ahaha
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: aw. oo . xa man nag introduce sa imo . mao nakuha naq imo number . i asked for an angel man kei bodik . wa co mabigo . i saw an angel jd . heaven sent . but flown away . huhuhu .
yummieyam1116: waaaaa. weeeew! pasakai jud. tsk. hag-as ca mangetag angel ato nga naa c gwen, angshaleng
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp . reak lagi daun . wa na kaha mi clear ato . hmp.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: kaw psakai.
yummieyam1116: ahaha. palakpakan. mau kau mu atik oh.ahaha. muah!
yummieyam1116: nge aco nmn nuon pasakai
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: hmp .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: grrrrr
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: papaak ca .
yummieyam1116: dle. papiti lng. ahaha
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: ayyy . kagilok
yummieyam1116: angshaleng. ahaha.
yummieyam1116: nganu naa ca gc krn?
yummieyam1116: no work?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: one month vacation . stop pa amo planta. gpa.stop ni gloria for one month .
yummieyam1116: ows?. y man?
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: no budget .hahah
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: i really dont know
yummieyam1116: ahahaha. daot jud ni c gloria. tsk.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: di bale na . nakita man pd tika sa aqng pag pahuway .
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: wee
yummieyam1116: ahahaa. adik man ca ui. angol jud oh.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez is typing a message.
Alonzo enzo Hernandez: adikk sa imo


ambooot na lang. hapet najud motoo na daun co. ahahaha. 

Enzo

hello . remember me?

8:29pm Princess Mae

lol. yeps. :)

uxta?

8:29pm Enzo

sure ?

8:29pm Princess Mae

sure. (:

kaw? kremember caxaq?

8:30pm Enzo

oo . keio . haha.

8:30pm Princess Mae

aw. ala na nta. ahaha. joke.

8:31pm Enzo

taka . the one i meet down at dv that night right . txtmate .hahah

8:32pm Princess Mae

ahaha. LMAO. ya. but it didnt go so well after that.

8:33pm Enzo

unsay LMAO?

8:33pm Princess Mae

pru was glad to have met u nyway :)

aw. laughing my ass off.

8:33pm Enzo

it didnt kei wa naka paramdam,

8:33pm Princess Mae

waaaat?! kaw kha. harsh gne keu ca

8:33pm Enzo

aw . hehe . what a night that was .

nanu na harsh man co ?

8:35pm Princess Mae

ahaha. i cud stil rmmber dat nyt :D

8:36pm Enzo

really now ? why man?

8:36pm Princess Mae

awps. wa nca kremmber? u told me to stay away coz u said you were happy na?

8:36pm Enzo

ug nanu na harsh man co .

im very gentle kaya .

i said that ? haha .

8:36pm Princess Mae

yeps. (:

8:36pm Enzo

taka .

8:36pm Princess Mae

lge.

8:37pm Enzo

no. i did not my princess .

what about that night man dei .?

8:37pm Princess Mae

i sent u this msg man gud xa fs. rmmber? ana co nganu di nca ga txt..

aw. wat hapend dat night was oki

pru wen i sent u a msg xa fs..dadto ka na harsh kau

8:38pm Enzo

you mean ok na unta ta after ato na night . nawala lang co ?

is that it/

?

8:39pm Princess Mae

yep.

xplain nco ha? w8 lang.

8:40pm Enzo

waiting

8:40pm Princess Mae

wat hapend was... after dat nyt. u stopped txting me. after 3 days man ata to. so i sent u a msg sa fs coz i wana clear things out kung unxa jud

nag reply ca ana ka na ur still sorting things out with ur gf. c gwen. so i kept my distance

nag comment daun co xa imung fs. song man ata to.

dats wen u commented back: stay away. im happy now. salamat. :p

8:42pm Enzo

aw . i lost your number . i thot it was a one night for you . i thot u did not like me . i kept my distance also . what is it for you man jd dei ?

8:42pm Princess Mae

so dat was 8.

ahahaha. not that kinda gurl.

8:44pm Princess Mae

to be honest. i liked you pru i cant be myself around you man gud

ahaha

i figured. dle ta bagai.

8:46pm Enzo

what do you mean you cant be yourself pag naa co?

you liked me? well . wa man na naq nafeel . aq nafeel lang imon co gna push . so i drove away .

8:48pm Princess Mae

ahaha. sori if indato ang dating.

maybe i was just insecure that time.

mbot lang if masabtannmu ang reason naq. bsta weird man gud xa.

8:50pm Enzo

try me.

8:51pm Princess Mae

well, i just thot na u belong sa mga sosyalan nga type and i know i`m not. and that i believe that you can always do better than me.

see, just how insecure i am.

:)

8:52pm Enzo

emo diode dei ca . i see now .

hmp .

once again . your pushing me away .

weeeew!

8:53pm Princess Mae

ahaha. i was. pru dle man pud cguro emo jud. i just think na that's how things go karon na panahon. ahaha.

8:54pm Enzo

haha . di teka kuha .

8:54pm Princess Mae

kblo lang co asa ilugar acong self

8:54pm Enzo

nothing happend man pd db?

8:55pm Princess Mae

ahaha. u mean?

8:56pm Enzo

we did not have sex as what i remember right?

8:57pm Princess Mae

ahaha! wla ui. gi-atch lang. i told u im not into that.

ako pasabot is.

dghan paka mas gwapa mkita.

dghan pa arang2..so gilugar na lang nako akong self

pru ang dating d.i sa emu kai wla ko kgusto nmu

ahaha

8:59pm Enzo

libog man ca . pasabta co .

8:59pm Princess Mae

ahaha. mao.

8:59pm Enzo

hmp .

9:00pm Princess Mae

i just thot that your the type of guy nga mamili ug the best jud na gurl. and i just thot na i wouldnt be the best one for you

gets?

9:01pm Enzo

aw . self pity ? hate it . fuck it.

9:02pm Princess Mae

ahaha. sori na gud.

insecure bia jud co way back then

but im doing so much better now.

9:03pm Enzo

gpulihan na guro co nimo noh?

hahaha

9:04pm Princess Mae

ahahaha. pela napud to ka years kha noh

malai co ba na magbali2 pa d.i ca xaq

9:05pm Enzo

haha . naa njd dei ?

9:05pm Princess Mae

ahaha. wla na :|

9:06pm Enzo

agay . tanawa . isahan ca.

9:07pm Princess Mae

lols. u make it sound so bad. i love d guy pru maybe it was just not the right time for us.

:p

9:07pm Enzo

you gave up the bed na sa iya?

you did?

9:08pm Princess Mae

ahaha. no. dats d reason y we broke up

one of the reasons d.i

9:08pm Enzo

haha still a big v till now?

9:09pm Princess Mae

ahaha. do i really need to tell bwt dat?

9:11pm Enzo

kaw?

9:12pm Princess Mae

oh well, there's no point in lying. i am not anymore

9:12pm Enzo

so, whats the point in not giving pd kaya naman dei . and u lov him man kaha .

9:14pm Princess Mae

hmmm. ya i thot about that pru its too early man gud for us pra buhaton na nga thing. no assurance if he's gonna stay once i do it with him.

9:19pm Enzo

aw . imo na .

9:19pm Princess Mae

aco ang?


naloko na! ahaha. this conversation made me happy the entire day. (; sana lang hindi siya mapadpad dito. hehe. basta just wanna post this after all, this made me really happy. ((:

waaa. nagulat lang aco. i never really expected to hear a word from him. After all, it`s been years.  Oh well, it's nice to have a chat  with him after a long while. [:

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p.s i'm still not over you.

i just sent him a message on facebook to tell him everything i thought i should say. i thought about it last night as i listen to song TONGUE TIED over and over and over again. i figured that since i'm cutting off the bridge i should might as well not left it hanging. i just hope i won't regret sending him a message. I just don't want things in me to be left unsaid. he oughtta know how i feel. maybe some of you may think that i sent it just because i'm still hoping that maybe he'd realize what he was losing and that it will make him come to me. well, NO. i guess that "letter" was just my way of saying goodbye. just a way of forgiving myself for not being loved by the one person i care about the most. that message was my way of putting it all behind me..

..and hopefully i'd be able to move on now.

there's beauty in walking away.

if you have read my previous posts, you would certainly know that i'm still  NOT OVER my ex yet. when i write about him, i don't make it sound like he`s a total jerk (when he actually is!) maybe because i am just crazy about him. I wasn't really ready to move on and just forget everything about him and what we had. it's been three months since we broke up but the truth is, i'm still hoping that we could figure things out and that he is still into me. I'm still clinging to the thought that he's just afraid to have a serious relationship again because he was hurt before and that he's just not ready to commit yet. But for the past few weeks that i`ve been "stalking" him on his facebook, i've come to realize that i was just assuming things. He's moved on and has no plans of getting back with me. As i've shared in my previous post, he is already fixated on this girl he fondly call's his "property". but earlier when i was checking his facebook wall again, i felt numb staring at the picture of the girl. He bought her in ffs. now he calls her "moy". i checked his ffs profile and i felt like crying. the girl is not his pet owner at the moment but he's prof was captioned "moy's". i felt like my world was about to explode. this caption only means that he was hers and that all the hopes are gone for me. he's not coming back. i just feel so sad right now because i hoped that we will be together again and i thought he just needed the time to sort his feelings out for me. but then again, you can't always have what you are hoping for.

and now that he has his eyes set on someone new , i think it'd be better if i walk away cause it cuts me to the core knowing that he's got another chick that he's crazy about. given that, i removed him in my FB friends. :[

i just have to cut all the bridges that connect me to him. i deleted his fone digits from my fonebook. i fought the urge to NOT memorize his new fone no. [i used to memorize the old one]..

hopefully this will help me move on.

and if we really are meant to be for each other, i believe that he will find his way back to me..without me doing all the effort.

this may sound like a sad ending for what could have been my greatest love story but i`m glad that i went through all these. i`m glad that i had him..even for a short while.

and i certainly learned my lesson.

p.s: i just want to share something about what i have learned from my bestfriend about love:

..love is not something you search or wait for, it's something that will just come to you when you least expect it. so don't search. don't expect. just let love find you. 

random of ramdoms.

 i am easily pissed off lately. i don't know why exactly but i'm guessing that this is the aftermath of not to talking to the One up there lately. don't get me wrong here my dear fellas, i have absolutely nothing against God but i just can't bring myself to talk to Him right now. Let's just say..i'm not in the mood. Maybe i`m just being too lazy or just feeling really indifferent. arrrgh. i just hope He understands. :|

i just feel so alone, insecure and indifferent these past few days. arrrrrrgh! Stress can really be such a monster sometimes.

i was able to watch Stephen King`s THE MIST the other day. i must say that this is definitely a must-see movie. Here's a synopsis:

A powerful thunderstorm unleashes a mist that envelops a small Maine town. Dozens are trapped inside a supermarket knowing that in the mist are horrible creatures which feed on humans. Being stranded takes its psychological toll. The trapped shoppers split into 2 camps: those who believe it is an act of a vengeful god who demands human sacrifice and those don't. Based on a rather long short story by Stephen King, long considered one of his scariest. (www.imdb.com)

    

 i swear this film has the most unexpected, shocking and ironic ending ever. i just really felt bad for the people.

My boyfriend and i had our 1st monthsary yesterday! yaay! :D But unfortunately, we were not together to do something special about it. He's in my hometown and it's a three-hour drive from where i am at (CDO city) so we can't really see each other just like that. But it's totally fine with me. i mean, i also want our monthsary to be something special but i just feel so indifferent. TBH, i am having doubts about my feelings towards him. Silly ey? not to mention plain stupid to be with a guy you don't really love. He's nice and all but i just can't find myself to love him. This is the it's-not-you-it's me drama in a relationship. i know it's my fault. i just have this tendency to jump fast into a relationship even if i haven't sorted out my feelings for the guy yet. Don't get me wrong here okay? i am not a slut or something. it's just that i love the thought of having a boyfriend so i say yes to a guy on impulse. But i'm kinda loyal okay? i don't collect and select. i stick to one. But when i already have a guy i can call mine, it's only when i realize that he's not really my type (meaning, he doesn't fit in my standards) or that i simply just don't belong with him. And it's always too late to back out because the guy is already into me and then i start to feel guilty because i know it would totally break his heart if i call the relationship off. believe me, i had a couple of guys crying for me (i`m  not bragging, mind you). and i get scared sometimes because karma may just be around the bend waiting to get me. lalala.  not to mention, i`m still not over my ex. arrrrrgh! i just can't deal with this right now but i hope i can figure things out soon. i think this is just a case of a love bipolar. :|

when stupidity strikes.

so i was trying several themes from www.blogskins.com to see if i could actually use one for my blog here. I wanted something that would make my blog page simple yet astig. So i tried on some themes, pasted them on the html box of the template but it seemed that there's always an "error" with the code and so tried to figure out what's wrong. I saw this link below the html box : REVERT TO CLASSIC TEMPLATE. So a pop out window appeared saying that if i revert, changes will not be retrieve or something like that. I clicked on the ok button. I tried again other themes and yes, it worked! But stupid me, i was not able to save a copy of the codes of my last template so basically my LINKS are gone too! T.T

so, to my deareast & awesomest linkies..if you happen to stumble on my blog page again, kindly drop your URLs on my cbox so that i may relink you, ok? i sincerely apologize for my stupidity.

does a past really mean..it's over?

Here i am again. i thought i am soo close to being over him. i`m soo dead wrong. For the first time ever, i cried for the effin jerk who had the guts to break my heart over and over and over again. i never cried for him before (when he totally left me hangin! ) but today was, let's just say, different. just a simple pm from him sent my heart down into the drain. It went like this:

R: ga..(then a link..)
help xa ffs b.

ME: (feelin all giddy..)
lols. oki. (then i clicked on the link..)

..done!

(no reply.)

..yah..as usual he did not reply after he got what he wanted. typical him. the worst part about this roller coaster ride with him is that it makes me feel empty and alone and it's been like months (i`m guessing three). yah, sounds like your girl here is bitter right? well guess what..i am! i thought i could just hide the pain but the truth just hit me right in the face..i am still into him like hell. i pretended like i am not anymore but today..i come clean.i still want him so bad and i miss him sooo much and i`d do anything just to have him right beside me. But i guess it`s really too late. He already has his eyes set on this girl he fondly calls ABC and his "property"!

.. i even cried myself to sleep last night. i have all these gazillion questions running through my mind.

..what happened?

..did i do something wrong to make him go away?

..does he even care?

..did he really meant what he texted me?

..i thought he wanted to give it another shot coz he thinks it's a mistake leaving me. Where is he now?

..is he into that girl?

..are we even friends?

..and blah..blah..blah..

..argggggh! this is killing me. it drives me crazy thinking what has happened and what could have happened given a different circumstance and i mean..if i haven't sent all those stupid and at-times-fake GMs.

..he's all i have ever wanted and although we only had each other for so short a time, i am sure as hell that i love him.

..it's just so hard to move on when all that i ever think about are the memories we made and all those things he said. I just hate the thought of losing him..even as a friend. But he`s just soo far away from me. He always keeps his distance from me like i have some sort of a disease or something. It seems like the mere mention of me freaks him out (or maybe im just exaggerating). BUT, he still calls me "ga". arggggghhhhh! screw this.

..people tell me to move on because this only means that he doesn't want me anymore or that he's just not worth it..heck! what do you know? easy for you to say `cause you haven't known him. he`s the best that i ever had. just like katy perry`s song goes.. how do i get better once i`ve had the best?

..i just wish he`d stop being a mannequin and just see me. :l

flicks.

so i was able to watched New Moon last Sat with my sis and uncle.

the twilight saga was nice. some scenes were breathtaking but some were heartbreaking.

i just hated how Bella dumped Jacob. arggh! he was such a nice guy to her. he was her comfort when stupid Edward left her. But i understand her anyway. Sana akin na lang si Jacob! lol.

some of my friends who have read the book (and watched the movie as well) said that the movie was kinda bitin and some parts of the story were basically "cut". Oh well, i enjoyed the movie nonetheless. haha! XD

i also watched 2012 yesterday and i was basically screaming the whole time..ok, almost! the movie was superb so i recommend that you MUST check it out..lol! Although, i don't think that this is gonna happen like for real. hehe.

..tata! (:

i am soooo back!

i soo miss blogging so i'm back here and i promise to post as often as i can. weee.

hay naku. di pa ako nakakapag-update ng blog ko samantalang marami ng kababalaghan ang nangyari sa buhay ko since hallowen. naku! tinatamad lang talaga ako kaya pagpasensyahan nyo nah, okey? yaan nyo. ikukwento ko rin ang mga ka-ek-ekang nangyari. ma-showbiz. haha! tinatamad lang talaga ako. :(

i lab school. --naman! haha. :D

really speaks huh?

 okey, so nakita ko lang to sa tumblr page ni BECS and i thought that i ought to rip this up and repost this here :D wala lang. naka-relate ang lola nyo. Eh kasi naman, i`m starting to fall for my guy bestfriend. hayyyyyy. ewan. ayokoooooo! but i think naman he feels the same way. Even before i started to have this weird feelings towards him. i THINK lang naman ha? assuming din naman ako minsan. haha. Dunno really. He's sending mixed signals.

I'm just effin scared that i might get too attached to him kasi he's gonna leave, eventually. He's planning to go to Korea daw para magtrabaho. May passport na nga siya..huhu. Just thinking bout it right now makes me feel soo sick. Mawawalan na ako ng bestfriend. huhuhu. ayyyy, ewan talaga. just don`t wanna think about this right now.i`m just really scared.

pahinging signal.

pucha. di ako makapag-facebook ng matino. ang hina naman kasi ng connection sa internet dito sa`min. tsk! nakakainissss. grrrrrrrr. kumusta na kaya yung pet kong si memoi..huhu. sigurado akong nilalangaw na naman `yun. kasi naman eh.

wala rin akong masyadong ginagawa at sa totoo lang BAGOT BAGOT NA PO AKO! hindi na `ko makapaghintay na pasukan na ulit. hehe. andami ko ng gustong gawin. lalala. uo, balak ko ng mag-aral talaga ng mabuti. as in yung tipong nagte-take down ng notes, hindi nagbo-boyfriend at kontento na sa pa-crush-crush lang, uuwi ng maaga at gagawin lahat ng assignments bago mag facebook, at higit sa lahat makinig sa mga klase at saka lang magti-text pag tapos nah! hahaha. seryosong edukasyon muna mga pards.

pru di nga..ang hina talaga ng connection..huhu.

adik na talaga ako sa world wide web. ewan ko ba. gusto ko na nga magkaroon ng sarili kong laptop (ambisyosa!). Balang-araw, haha! Yan talaga una kong bibilhin pag nakapag-trabaho na `ko. O di kaya eh pag may naloko na akong foreigner sa internet. hahaha! :P naman! (may ganun?!).

siyanga pala. tumataba na ako dito. waaaaa. eh kasi naman po ang nanay ko eh walang limit pagdating sa pagkain. Basta pagdating diyan, eh nako..talagang hindi kami pinagdadamutan. hehe. napagkakamalan na tuloy akong buntis :( yung tiyan ko lang kasi lumalaki. haayyyy. ewan.

bored to death na talaga ako dito. yung bestfriend ko naman na nasa cdeo, bigla na lagn nawawala pag nagtitext kami. nakakairita minsan. kaya ako naman itong si gaga. emote ng emote kasi nga walang nagtitext. huhu. umiyak pa ako. naks! EMOOOO!

hayyyyy...konting tiis na lang. makakabalik din ako sa sibilisasyon.waaaah! :D

..harvesting time..buti na lang nag load ang farmville. weeee..sinuswerte pa rin naman ang lola nyo.

home sweet home.

weeeeeee! be going back to my hometown, GINGOOG city :D.FYI, it's a three-hour drive from where i`m studying which is at Xavier University-Ateneo de Cagayan here in Cagayan de Oro City. i really miss my dear hometown and of course my friends there, who btw, i've been dying to see after like six months. yeah, i don't visit there often. magastos din kasi `cause of the fare. but now, i`ll be spending my sem break there so i`m really excited cause it's been like forever since i last visited them. i just wonder if they miss me too...hmm.

i really love my hometown. kahit pa nga yung iba kong kaibigan dito sa CDO eh, minamaliit yung probinsya namin. doon kasi, simple lang ang buhay. walang masyadong ka-ek-ekan. di mo kailangang mag effort masyado pag gusto mong lumabas. kahit naka-shorts, plain shirt, at tsinelas ka lang..solb na! maganda ka pa rin sa paningin ng iba..haha! :D marami rin kasing magandang tambayan dun. if gusto mong mag unwind..may pier na ginawa nang tourist spot. sarap tumambai dun. nakaharap kasi sa dagat..xiempre, pier nga di ba?! tsk. fresh air talaga malalanghap mo. at kung inatake ka naman ng vanity, may tourist spot din dun na pwede kang magpicture2x. may pics nga ko eh. yaan nyo, post ko next time.

hayyy..hope magiging happy ako sa pag-uwi ko doon. basta, gusto ko lang makapag relax pagdating ko doon. cge. mag iimpake pa ko..haha! :D

sooo glad.

finals are over..FINALLY! so it's time to par-tey! no, just kidding.i'm not really the party gurl type. as a matter of fact, been really looking forward to spending  the entire sem break with myself..alone. yeah, i`ll be alone people! well, not exactly alone coz of course i`ll be with my family, duh?!. what i'm saying is that i want to spend this sem break without going out :D actually, my horoscope in facebook says that i should spend some time alone to reflect..be in touch with my inner self..blah, blah, blah. well, don't get me wrong here dear earthlings. it's not like i'm doing this because of the horoscope thing. i've been thinking of being alone too. i feel like i really need it. especially after what i've gone thru this sem. i really need to reflect on what i have learned..

..and also i'm looking forward to watching a dvd of Gossip Girl season 2 and of course, gonna be reading books. yeah people, your girl here also reads..occasionally. O_o

..so i`ll scoot for now. sorry if yours truly is not really updating her blog here for a while now..just really very busy..with FACEBOOK! haha..yeah, adik na ko. so tata for now.

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